In these days he went out to the mountain to pray, and all night he continued in prayer to God.
Luke 6:12
Standing for your marriage after abandonment is an incredibly painful journey. The silence from God during this season can feel unbearable, leading to doubts about whether He hears our prayers. But take heart—God is always present. Understanding His ways requires spiritual growth, humility, and an open heart. Even when He seems distant, He is working behind the scenes in ways we may not yet comprehend. His timing is perfect, even when ours is impatient.
Too often, we expect God to move in a specific way, placing Him in a box. When life doesn’t unfold as we envisioned, we assume He isn’t listening. The truth? He hears us. But sometimes, His answers come in ways we don’t expect. His whispers may be woven into everyday moments, urging us to trust Him, even when the path ahead is unclear
During my separation and divorce, I was overwhelmed—balancing single parenthood, work, church, and a spiritual battle. Finding time for God felt impossible. But as I grew in faith, I realized the importance of intentionally seeking Him.
One summer, I took a solo hike in the Smoky Mountains. Unprepared and exhausted, I wanted to turn back. But pressing on, I reached a quiet resting place where the beauty of creation surrounded me. In that stillness, I felt God’s presence. No audible voice, no grand revelation—just peace. A simple reminder that as long as I kept my eyes on Him, my path would be clear. It was a moment of clarity that spoke louder than words, reassuring me that I was never alone in my journey.
That hike became a metaphor for my struggles. The distractions along the way mirrored the choices that could lead me astray. The journey was hard, filled with doubt, but staying the course strengthened my faith. Each step forward, no matter how small, reinforced my trust in God. When the road became difficult, I learned to lean on Him rather than my own understanding.
Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Jeremiah 29:12-13
God doesn’t always remove the struggles, but He equips us to endure them. He provides strength when we are weak and clarity when we are lost. Even in our lowest moments, He is guiding us, shaping us, and preparing us for what lies ahead.
If you’re searching for God and struggling to find Him, know this: He is near, even when the storm clouds hide Him. Set aside distractions. Seek solitude. Let His presence fill your heart. Take a walk in nature, sit in silence, or pour your heart out in prayer. God promises to reveal Himself to those who seek Him wholeheartedly.
In those quiet moments, may you find the strength and peace to trust Him with your journey. No matter how long the road feels, remember—He walks beside you every step of the way.
In Christ,
Tommy Larson
